Exhaustion

So... I am nesting.

Just when I thought I didn't have enough energy to do everything... I find the energy to clean.

Nothing is clean enough in my apartment unless I have recently given it a thorough scrubbing.

The last 3 days I have cleaned my bedroom, sorted through my entire wardrobe, cleaned out my closet, scrubbed my bathtub and bathroom floor and toilet, vacuumed my whole house, cleaned Kindle and Aidynn's room, dusted the living room... and the list goes on and on and on and on.... yet it still doesn't seem clean enough to me.

I see the progress I have made. In fact I am very proud of myself. It is beautiful when it is clean. I found myself thinking today, "I wish Duane was here to see how clean the house is and what an awesome job I have done.". That, of course, made me sad.

*sigh*

So it is 9:45 and Aidynn is being kept awake by the sounds of my typing. Even though I am eyeing the computer desk and thinking, "Wow, that really needs to be cleaned off and windexed...." I am going to refrain.

I am going to go spend my first night sleeping in my new bed.

I can hardly wait.